Time

Time is crucial yet I no longer sensed it presence, just numb. I wish I have more time. Mind became dull, energy being drained. I am vex yet time are just passing by and never wait. The verses you lazy and wicked servent keep strike me. So much so that I hardly can look up, of the unworthiness that is in me. I want to give back tenfold the talents that are given.  Yet just how many talents that I will give back to you? That’s the only question that I am concerned for the answer I am giving you is always tenfold, just how and when. Strengthen me Lord.

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Today is really unfruitful day. I spent my day just like that. Lord, please help me to plan and remind me of the things that I must do as the day are approaching. For this moment I want to reprogram my mind and do the right things rather than doing things right cause time is near and things with getting out of hand if I still don't set my goal. Please strengthen me and strengthen those who are weak and wish to find strengthen in You. Every solution will give birth to another problem but when You are the center things will be all balanced again. I now cast all my anxiety to You. I don't want to live my life without the peace that You already given, live in this world just make me forgotten the truth that You will always be where I am. Not because of what I did or who I am but because of who You are. Please keep reminding me and whoever need to hear from You daily that we have been called and we are all chosen to be bless and as a blessing to others.