Time

Time is crucial yet I no longer sensed it presence, just numb. I wish I have more time. Mind became dull, energy being drained. I am vex yet time are just passing by and never wait. The verses you lazy and wicked servent keep strike me. So much so that I hardly can look up, of the unworthiness that is in me. I want to give back tenfold the talents that are given.  Yet just how many talents that I will give back to you? That’s the only question that I am concerned for the answer I am giving you is always tenfold, just how and when. Strengthen me Lord.

wide awake

Just woke up and am having a clearer mind now. Ya I have decided to do what I think will benefit others. Am not sure how it will lead but I believe this will certainly do me good. I want my passion back.

Last weekend my tutor was sharing about how our mind works. It's interesting. He said that sometime we need to extend our mind range from the normal range to think out of the box. And now I'm practising it. Well it might not a big deal to others but for me it's a refreshing thing, start-off with bi-monthly and see how's it goes. Early of the days I been asked by the administrator of the CT forum for helping in a monthly or bi-monthly newsletter and now I will give it a shot in bi-monthly issue. For the moment, I am good now.

Correction: This is not my battle alone cause You had already won the victory. It just take time to realised. You have highly exalted and I am actually obligated. I am grateful.

Obrigado!

There is more than words=)
atlas of the promise land. Full speed toward the greater things yet to be done. I owe you everything cause you never owe me anything.

Finding rest

I sleep but still can never find enough rest. I have no idea why my eyes can so easily feel tire, some time i can feel the heaviness of just lifting the eye's lid after a period of time. It can get dry so fast that even 15 mins ago just washed my face. Hence, I set a reminder to remind myself to get a 'eye moist'.

Today planned to go hostel in the afternoon ended came at 'yuugata' subsequent to the long-life rain and the worse is forgot to bring my room key. Anyhow I'm glad that i had duplicated a key and asked my apartment mate to keep for me but still wasted an hour just to wait for them to come back from dinner. if I go back home and take then I can spare at least ten mins.

I need a place to really find rest, and I know there is a only place I can go;the secret place into your embrace. Frequency been adjusted and I want to receive the signal clearly. I am sorry for the disobedient. I thank you for the songs that giving warmth. Let today be not the take it for granted day. I love you Jesus!!!