Having an hour conversation in msn with my cousin..well, asking a question that I don’t know how to answer is a pain and I take the way out for two years..cz too much went inside and coming out like a mess is even worse. So this time I choose not to put too much of myself.. it went out well but why I felt that my explaination just doesn’t reached thr yet when I been told that he don’t understand my life philosophy=_= and i do feel he just simply throw me questions which also make me feel like I am giving up to talk to him..a long way to go though.. what to expect to understand a person merely just words?have to find a time go and meet up again.
Last Monday, inside the van helped Jonathan massage and he said I am good at it do I massage anyone?Then I realised that I have been a long time since I ever spent time with my dad.. well picking the few grey hairs while I still secondary school was pretty much enjoying the time together. The first time when mom was away to Bintulu I was still primary school, he will give me money to lent novels and I will just love to chasing after all the novels of Jin Yong and conan detective comics without have my dinner and lunch some time 12hours a day non-stop until i finished it and my sis kind influenced by me. I can even remember he bought me a sony walkman that time.. yea its kinda cool but I lost it.. duh.. such a memorable item. Time flies and I can really feel it now. All the memory popping up.. unfulfilled promise to my grandma when I was 12, naughty me always quarrel with my cousin for her injustice(can’t really remember what happened but I know I am right.. hahaha well I always think like this so cant help) and sugarbun time with family…and many more…Well, guess I will just catching it up in my dream.hehe.. Good night~
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