mi vida no es mia

i keep observing every single detail that i ought to ever since i been told to and yet is there something i overlook... i need you father please help me know that you are with me... i don't know when will i be mentally collapse.. a total defeat by the stubbornness of humanity... i been there before and truly the impact was there on my chest... what if and what if there are something else... keep my spiritual eyes awake oh father and teach me so that i can learn

exams is nvr my first priorities cause i hate test... whatever form that it may be... adding my hair drop problem is getting serious... i must come back to a proper normal sleeping time... not interval slept two hours then wake up

I need a refreshing body and mind to face tomorrow and i believe in you that you always there for me... speak to me through other ways beside 'Jon Walker' cause i want more