God's way is higher than our ways?...

In my simple and menial way i come before You... still remember these words? Ya, often time i always assume things will be better if i let it be the ways as it is... maybe i'm wrong... that day i really felt like you are a God sent... because in the later day after i wake up from my nap i felt relieved... not because of the nap... but because of i see a =)... like what i have said i always let things be the ways as it is... and i think i made another mistake... again the =) is fading... you told me that i'm a very nice guy... ya everyone said i'm a nice guy.. but i don't want to be just a nice guy... i really felt that is time for me to grow up to be a man of God... genuinely and not religious nut... yes i can see the things that related to kingdom but how can i be sure it's God's way not my own way?emotionally i feel there is a peace... and i overlooked... looks like there will be my a lesson to learn... ya at this point of time i need a private time to be in sync with the Holy Spirit... one day when you read this i just want you to know that I'm really grateful for your concern that time... strange it feel great after write out what i felt... don't think i suffer from logophobia la.. i thank you Lord for this fine weather and i know that everything will be fine if i in sync with You... talk to me Lord let me hear Your voice again and pour down Your Holy Spirit upon me... be my tower be my source of strength.